Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I had a Nightmare of sorts

 Not your typical nightmare of dark, despare, or gloom but a nightmare to me. I was pregnant and in labor being tied down against my will in a stupid hospital. Nurses not caring and telling me to shut up and take drugs trying to force them on me. A nurse holding my legs closed as I wanted to push cause she didn't feel like catching the baby. Suddenly I had the baby, cord cut, and two nurses ran in the room to take the baby for a bath while I was left screaming don't take my baby bring him back. Then I was knocked out by something I woke up later in my dream wanting my baby and was told he was fine in the nursery there was no need for me to be near him. I demanded my baby and took a nurse hostage and made her bring me to my baby who was in a different part of the building for some reason. Finally getting to my baby to nurse him and he didn't want to eat...why? cause the nurse gave him a bottle and I flipped out screaming yelling wth was wrong with the nurse. Her reply was only "because its fine he was hungry" I flipped out took my baby and walked home.
 Yep that's a nightmare to me... if I am blessed with a third child I think I willl just stay home to have the baby, considering everything is ok and healthy

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