PCS'ing

 PCS is a term military families know well, very very well. It can be a new adventure, a blessing, a change of pace, something scary, or something welcomed. It can be everything and it can also be sucky at the same time and I personally right now hate it. PCS stands for permanet change of station or in other words moving from one base to another. It is something you will have to do if you spend more than one enlistment in the military, really there is almost no way around it unless you have some rock solid MOS or like my younger brother you PCS from one base to another that is right down the road...lucky!
 Right now we are not moving but it seems all my friends here are and I hate this. I have made some great mommy friends here and after July I won't have but a few which honestly I don't hang out with outside of playgroup because I am socially stupid but I am willing to change...for those who read this that is me saying I wanna hang out ha ha! I have been on this side of the move before and it never really bothered me, heck I even PCS'ed before and didn't bat an eye. This time around sucks some big green balls.
 I made this one friend and formed a cool bond with her. Ladybug has formed a sweet little bond with her son J as well and it is the most adorable thing in the world! Our husbands even are friends, both are Marines so they have that in common! She even has this sweet teenager whom I like as well. She let me pratice photography on her and her then fiancee, and even do pictures of their super sweet and intimate courthouse wedding. She is a wonderful person and I really like her but is she effing leaving in a few days and I couldn't be more sad by this. ok seriously don't think I am some really weird person for saying that...I'm not but as stated above I am socially stupid and so friends for me are like gold! ...ok that sounded really weird...maybe I should stop talking?
 UGH I hate you PCS ...why must you suck so much? Ladybug is going to be upset when she can't to her the friends house anymore and swim with him. She will probably ask me about him for months to come, that will suck. ugh I hate Ft. Lee for having my friend move there....you suck Ft. Lee!!

 ok... life will go on and we have facebook but it's not the same dang it!