I have been sick, so so sick. It started last Sunday and I am just now starting to feel much better. It's been something awful, horrid body pains, chills, sweats, head stuffed up...everything and it spread. My family came down to visit for Thansgiving and they left with whatever I had both my dad and stepmom were sick like me...then my husband got it (maybe he is downplaying but he seems to function better than I did) however my children did NOT get this...thank goodness!! Wondering why?...its simple...cause they breastfeed and because my body made antibodies to give to them to fight it off so they stayed healthy! score another one for momma milk!! lol! yes I know my kids are both over the baby age and still nurse and yes I understand that freaks a lot of people out.... but maybe you don't know that I frankly do not care. It is good for them (case in point they are not sick), and actually normal in most other countries expect this one. I want to keep going till at least after this cold.flu season but then I would actually like to try and suggest they both wean cause I want to be way more agressive with getting this weight off...it's not healthy for me and has been on for far too long...this I am ashamed of. I used to be so skinny now I am a fat loaf... I truely hate my body and basically myself for letting this happen...all my fault.
anyways...I just am talking cause the Marine is out tonight for a T4T even and nobody is home for me to talk to...so I talk to the computer. I will stop now...should switch laundry loads?
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